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Monday, 3 December 2012

Welcome to new life



I miss my friends a lot. Sekarang aku dah kat kk/ Kota Kinabalu., jauh tu dari Sandakan. weihhh aku rindu kamu la wehh.. ryna, miera, fyai, cha, ieza, derra, semuala... kalau aku sebut semua penuh 1 page hha.. anyway, kehidupan baru aku boleh tahan juga lah. well, new life katakan. :) give a big smile :D congrate.. ! stage dah lulus, tggu start buka sekolah pula. mcm mna la kwan baru aku nanti erkk.. fuhhh takut juga aku. hahhhh... weiii kawan2. korang apa kabar arr kat sandakan tu? aiyoo aku skarang kat KK nie. kalau x silap Derra ngn Fyai ada kat cni kan? baik aku call drg sebelum drg chow blik Sandakan. Tolonglah jgan dulu.. i'am begging u. che wahhhh.. :P emmm k lah. nanti ada ceta aku update lgi k. byeeee!! :) hehe
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Saturday, 16 June 2012

MISSING HIM

GOD i miss him like crazy... :(


huaaa this year is the most tough than before, so many thing that we have to face. Dah la jarang jumpa,, OMG i miss him a lot. Want to look his face in person, not just talking on phone all the time. How i'am missing to death. Gosh. There are so many girl that more pretty than I'am out there, that is cant be he not even attracted to them. emmm KB where is he live and i lived in Sandakan for almost 3 or 4 years now,, its hard to stay apart like this, thats the most difficlt for mean. Sometimes i cant control my mind what is he doing there, he might with another girl right now, ut i just let it away. Its no way he will cheat on me right?? emm well man still man. What to do.. :(

Anyway,, my science stream are sucks! It was my fault that not focusing on my study, my dont put a lot of effort on it, i just do my homework but rare doing revision for my important subjects, how stupid i"am.. tulahhh,, org dahh ckap,, bersusah2 dahulu bersenang2 kemudian. Kan dah rasa. Huaaaa frustnya!!!

Kha,,, i need u!!! I miss u,, i want to meet u actually. But time doest't allow too. Nak dgr dia bercerita, laughing, singing, the funny thing u talk nor do, marah, and all about you. :( Kalau dapat datang la sini. :) Lama dah x jumpa kan.... :( YUhibbu Anta!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Friday, 20 April 2012

to my BFF DERRA :D




(me and my bestfriend DERRA!)

so sorry dear.. sha lama dah x contact and msg u. we both busy dengan hal masing2.. bukan salah derra pindah skolah bah,, biasala 2. kalo dah pindah,kan ada kwan baru, and banyak keja kena buat. Jgan la sedih2 xmaw la, kita akan selalu bersama2 bah. Sha xkan lupa kan derra sesaat pun. U R MY BESTFRIEND SWEETY... Only uuuuuuuuuuu..... that make me smile and laugh,, only uu can make my heart calm down.. cHEWAHHH.. haha.. alah kita kan twin mana blh berpisah kan. dah2,, t bila ada masa kita jalan2 k. Lepaskan rindu, kesewelan, semua la. CErita puas2 walaupun ada bom jatuh x payah hirau.. haha I MISS U SO MUCHHH!!!!!! n I LOVE U TOO :D JGAn rasa kehilangan tau... Apa2 hal msg je,, kalo me x blas thats mean teda kdt or something2.. TApi aku tetap baca!! Tetap pada masany hehe.

Friday, 13 April 2012

Kata Orang :D





hari nie sha nak share story ngan korang..
blh x?? blh kan.... :) thank you...
sha memang memerlukan tempat luahan..
HA.... tajuk sha hari nie bermula dgan kata org. Kata orang cinta memang manis kan, tapi kalau dah bergaduh, memang sakit. Sebab tu yang sha rasakan, memang sakit susah nak katakan mcm mana. Kekadang nie perempuan kalau marah2 dgan teman lelaki dia bukan saja tapi tu lah mereka nak tunjukkan kasih merekan kan3. Bila ada sesuatu yang x kena dgan hati pempuan nie,, memang out terus apa yang nak d cakap,tapi sesetengah org tu x la. Ada yang simpan kat dalam kan?? erkkkkk..... jangan tipu hEkhek.. XD okay2, bila dah mcm tu mesti si kasih pun rasa rimas, terbeban pening dan macam2 la.. Sha tau, cuma pura x taw jer haha bak kata pepatah " Kura-kura dalam perahu,pura-pura tak tahu"... ape2 jer la... okay sambung blik. Sbnarny kan, SHA yang alami msalah nie. dia dan Sha dah 5 tahun dah,, tapi bila msuk thun nie yang ke 5 nie macam2 yang berlaku, masalah keluarga la, study la, figthing la, itu la ini la. ishhhh banyak lagi la.. Dalam sa2 hari mesti x lepas nanggis tapi sha nie Ego sikit. (tipu EGO bnyak) 2lah,, kekadang rasa mcam sha jak yang bersedihan sendiri xxtau pula orang kat sna. Susah nak ckap la kalau cam tu. Benda dah nak jadi apa boleh wat. tu la TAKDIR namanya. Apa2 pun doakan hbungan kami cpat pulih balik la. Dan InsyaAllah akan sampai ke jinjang PELAMIN AMIN>> dgan izin ALLAH... :) wahhhhh awal2 dah rancang nie haha.


(kesian dia crying,, almost like this I'am crying everyday.. how pity)


Apa2 korang ingat la yang korang sayang selalu,, ingat Allah tau, ibu bapa jangan goreskan hati mereka,, naya kita dibuatnya. ;) hidup mesti happy selalu, kita kena kuat menghadapi ujian yang diberikan, tapi bila dah tak tahan menanggis la mcam Sha tapi janga cengeng sangat pula. Bila sakit di dada x dapat tampung, buanglah ia dgan mengeluarkan mutiara mu agar itu yang dapat mengurangkan beban mu. Itu pesanan untuk u all..

okay nanti Sha upload lagi ye.. ;)

Friday, 6 April 2012

Being Hurt

( she does'nt cover her sadness but try to hide them)


its hurt alot when he looks me as nothing. I just wanna cry tonight,, with a smile in my face to cover out my sadness. Thats me..

Thursday, 29 March 2012

CONFUSE..... menyerang :D

macam2 la tajuk yg dipilih.. hey2x... keliru la dgan perasaan sendiri nie..

hbungan kami dah masuk 5 tahun... but suddenly this year perasaan nie
rasa mcm ade yg x kena.. xtaw mcm mana nak explain,, nak ckap this feeling had became blur for abit pun x taw.. mgkn kot,, dye pun dah jarang kol n busy,, biasa la form 5 . got to focus on his study la katakan.. ;D even though sya fham cuba hopefully this feeling does'nt mke a nonsence thing la n xkan ambil masa yg lama untuk merasai kekeliruan nie..i wanna to tell him,, but in the same time i'm scared to mention to him about this.. huhu susah2....
(kecil2 dah bercinta xD) hahaha

Monday, 19 March 2012

new dream

hey hey hey...

masuk thun 2012 nie byk masalah yg datang...
masuk thun nie la sya nak focus on my study but trouble come la pula.
bukanny sya nie trouble maker tapi xtawla mcm mana blh mcm nie..
niela dinamakan ujian, dugaan yg Allah berikan kpad hambanya. ;)
Allahuakbar.. :) anyway i have to settle it kan. even it'll
hurt myself. xpa terima jela..

ahahhh.. about my study pula.. okay bah hihi
my PA pun its becoming easier than i thought ..
apa2 pun harap dapat byk A in my Subject.. yuhuuuuu :D

JANUARY> FEBRUARI> and now > MARCH............... to be continued..... XD

short updated kan.. hahaha

Enjoy!!!!!

Friday, 3 February 2012

NEW YEAR!!

salam!! hallo 2012!!


# lama dah x update kan2. sorry thun nie baru ada ksempatan nak update .. 2 pun mgkn jarang la. hihi .. rasa nak upload pics tapi x jumpa pula fail 2. len kali sy try lak erkk..

yuhuuuu,, ujung thun lalu byk peristiwa2 pahit n manis yg sy dapat. kalo nak ceta satu page blog nie pun x habis hahaha. x yah la kan.. ckit2 jer.. kup la. i think i'am gonna be sick . sometimes people dont understand me even my own parents,, yala jiwa remaja nie asyik membantah jer.. susah2.. aiguuuu,,,, :D

pelajar sy for second month nie kira okay la. ambil science tulen. hihi waduhh,, ada 12 subjek yg kena bljr.. wajib ambil 11 subjek for SPM soon. dah la kelas science,, kena tmbah lg prinsip perakaunan. anyway,, sy juga juga PA nie,,, sometimes enjoy but also can be bored too..

emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm